So... Rylee is going to be 2 months old this Saturday and I can't believe how time has flown. It seems like She was just born yesterday, but in other ways it seems like she's been around forever. I can't even imagine my life without her. We are definitely gettin the hang of things. Now that Ryan finally got a full-time job (Thank God!!), we are gettin an everyday routine down.
That routine will soon be altered as classes start up again in a week and a half, but it won't be too different. I'm dreading having to leave my babygirl, but I guess it's good for me to spend some time without her every now and again. I just hate not being the one caring for her every minute of everyday. It's not that I don't feel as though I leave her in capable hands, because I know my husband and her grandparents and great-grandparents all think the world of her and take very good care of her, it's just that I don't want to miss a single second, I don't ever want her to be sad or scared or hurt without me there to comfort her. It's a kind of jealousy I guess that I feel when someone else takes care of her. It's a very strange feeling that I definitely did not expect.
Anyways, a lot had changed with Ryles since I last wrote. She now stays awake for most of the day and sleeps pretty much through the night, only waking up twice to feed. She is very playful and alert. She smiles and sticks out her tongue. She scoots across the floor if you lay her on her tummy when she's not sleepy. She loves to swing and bounce and stair up at the ceiling fan. She also is obsessed with the TV, I think it's all the flashing pictures. Well, here's your update. Rylee's crying now, so I gotta go!
